I’ve been talking to this one motherfucker for over a year now and we became really good friends. He knew me so well and I trusted the kid with everything. Then we started liking each other and whatever and it got better and it was nice. And time went on and about 8 months(July) into liking each other he was about to tell me that he loved me so I got really scared and put all these walls and just stopped talking to him because I got really scared. Then like 2 months later(September) I texted him again explained why i left and we went back to the way we were. We started fighting a lot but we’d get over it so I thought it was whatever cuz we loved each other. Then like Christmas time he was like asking for picture and I said now cause I just don’t do that thing so he was like fine and said these really rude things and just left. Then like end of January he texted me and was like hi, and I was like ummmm what? He apologized and said the only reason he did it was because he was afraid he was getting too attached and he realized he didn’t need a picture from me and so on blah fucking blah. Me being the in love with being loved girl I was was ohhh okay. Then at one point I told him I would send a picture because he was all perturbed cuz I wanted to wait until marriage. I chickened out and he got all pissed and said really rude things AGAIN but this time I left. And Friday night I caved and texted him saying i missed him and that I was sorry. Well then I was just like okay whatever Ill send you a picture even though he knows how much I don’t I did. Then he has the audacity to ask for more. I was like um NO! Once was enough especially considering I didn’t want to do it at all in the first place. Then he got all mad saying I didn’t love him blah fucking blah. I was like you are the one who doesn’t take what I give you, it’s just never enough. So, tonight was basically my breaking point and I realized I didn’t love him, I did, but at this point I loved being loved that I would tell myself anything to keep him around to feel like I did even if he did treat me like shit. He went on to tell me how it was all my fault we were fighting about the picture thing because and I quote”Its ur fault that u dont want to do all the love stuff. Its ur fault were in this situation”. I seriously don’t understand how sending you a picture shows my love, like at all. Then i said to him” Its not my fault I stand by my morals. You’re the one who made me do things I didn’t want to and asked for me”. The next thing the said made me so pissed ” Ok. Well heres my morals i dont want to cheat on you but if you refuse to stop texting then i got no choice”. I was like OH FUCK NO! At that point I knew I could finally say I was completely done with his low life self. And I told him that straight up, I told him I was done for good because he kept treating me like shit and it wasn’t worth it anymore. And I know I’m not going back cause who the fuck say that sort of shit! I swear, if he doesn’t delete those picture, during spring break I’ll find him at school and throw his phone so hard against the locker. UGH FUCK HIM!